Just about done

Still some present shizz to sort but last lots of hampers and sweet boxes went out yesterday and today lots of stuff has been squished places it shouldn't be and hidden. Was the only way to stay sane and I thank little myz profusely for her help she got me to tell her what to do and she did it. Bless her. She's a big help.

We now have a christmas corner with my tree and little myz' pink tree , a sweetie tree, various sleighs and other stuff. My tree is topped by my meerkat from 2012. Love him.

Merry Christmas everybody peeps. I finally made it. Ish. Well better than expected wooo. Full on arm rest tomorrow so I don't drop Everything on The Day lol <3 <3 <3 <3 :-*

Gorgeous Little Myz

Today I am so thankful for Little Myz and her random notes. Been waking a lot in the night because of The Usual and last night (after a few hours unbroken sleep!!!!!!) I woke and needed painkillers. Mr Myz was out at work Christmas Party and I had stupidly fallen asleep downstairs so I slowly got up ready to make the slow assault on the stairs. .and found this note under me

Bless her :-D

My almost-Christmas positive :-D

Mr Myz said that is the sort of thing I would do and she is definitely a mini me.....

Sweeties

Just realised haven't posted the sweeties. Got about ten lots of various sizes. Most not as fancy as this :-D

Last night was very ow as you can imagine but I still am glad I made the sweetie tree. I would rather have few days pain and not use of arms rather than no tree.so there. I likes my tree :-D

Xxxxxx

Christmas sweetie tree

Yes
Yes
I know!!!!!!!!!
I know, right.....

It. Is. Finished!

If I could dance I blimmin would!

After loads and loads of preparation (and expense...damn, no wonder people charge so much for these things!) It...... Is...... Finished!!!!

My first, and most probably last. ..sweet tree :-D

The feeling of accomplishment is huge. Each little bit of the production I minutely dissected.....so that I could choose times when I was less likely to sod it up lol....and here it is. My sweet tree....

*sniff*

....my baby.....

:-D

My happy festive wall

Grrr blogger set on posting. for over half hour so I'm write it .again dammit I want to share my positive!!!!!!!!!!! Lol

My festive wall.looking more festive after Submissions.from little Myz yesterday

Cheery.happy.Yeay

My gowjus nan

Not doing so well today quite. shaky but I have been mostly. thinjing about my gowjus nan and. Put the finishing.touches to her. Present and card

Made a big card like last.year. as she has.trouble seeing. So I hope she.gets loads of hugs.from the present and card. I really dislike.being stuck here when.I want to go down there.and squeeze her with love. That I can make stuff for her.to show my love.even if it takes me bliddy.ages. .I am very thankful for xxxxx

On the way back up

Hellloooo

First can I say how much I love Virginia.....thiiis muuuuuch (arms wide open) you is a gorgeous

Anyway the thing I focused on yesterday was this wreath I made from paper...either last year or the year before...it is a bit crud and tatty round the edges but that's me....so I feel an affinity for it. It is jolly festive

So there...I may be a rubbish crafter just now but once I was a mediocre one..and one day I am sure I will be mediocre again! Haha

Hugs to you all and special one for Virginia. I don't really see ppl irl as I'm either too tired and wobbly or ppl are quite rightly too busy with their own lives to be able to come first thing when I can chat to them. So online friends are everything to me. Taking time to pop by my blog or email or text means a lot to me right now....Happy mail friends too. So special hugs to Sarah too as she has a very busy life but still finds time to fit me in

<3

Mmmwahs xxxxx

Failing

Today I am mostly angry :-( I have tried so so so hard to do another positive post. I have been doing so well finding the fun in all this shite..... I want to post of glitter, Christmas stuff and happy stuff

Even little myz isn't hitting the spot. I'm angry at my body, at certain selfish people, at life in general. I think I have finally run out of happy.

If you took my happy, please can you return it? I really need it back.

Christmas Cards!

Today I am mostly happy about finding a box of Christmas cards I made before.I have been quite worried as after doing even a small amount of things recently I have been having problems with my arms and hands which makes crafting nearly impossible.it is either just craft a bit or do some tidy and...well.  .you know me....so I choose to do a bit of house.

Anyway, today says Worry Not Little Chubby Angel.. look ....you didn't send these before so chill out.ok so they aren't the best of cards but I made them myself and I won't have to give in and buy LOL..crafter's nightmare... I will try to write one per day and try not to spoil the insides...maybe I should write in pencil. .that's an idea ..

Already made cards. My positive of the day :-D

My bed

This week I am mostly be.thankful for my bed.don't sleep there every night all time yet but when I do.it is comfitastic.cool comfy mattress. Lovely new bedding.nice chunky headboard for less bang head on wall-Ness

Thank you bed.you have made tough few weeks a lot more bearable.you snuggly cuddly beddingtons <3